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Chapter 1

Author’s POV

In some families, daughters inherit jewellery.

In others, they inherit silence.

Isha Rajput inherited silence.

Rajasthan’s desert evenings carried a certain stillness, but the Rajput haveli had a different kind. It was not peaceful. It was controlled. Every servant knew when to lower their eyes. Every woman knew when to lower her voice.

Rajiv Rajput ruled both politics and his household the same way — firmly, decisively, without room for dissent.

Isha grew up watching two versions of her father. The public one shook hands, gave speeches, spoke about dignity and values. The private one had a temper that filled corridors. The kind that made glass tremble in frames.

Her mother never shouted back.

That was the first lesson Isha learned about marriage in powerful houses.

The second lesson came the night her mother died.

Official cause: cardiac arrest.

Real cause: a fight that went too far.

Fifteen-year-old Isha stood outside the bedroom door that night, frozen. She heard her mother say “Bas, Rajiv…” in a tone that was both pleading and tired. She heard something fall. She heard silence afterward — the heavy kind.

The next morning, the house functioned normally. Calls were made. Doctors arrived. Statements were drafted.

No one asked Isha what she heard.

And she never told.

That is how silence becomes inheritance.

Meera inherited it first.

Isha inherited resistance.

Years later, Delhi became Isha’s controlled rebellion. She fought to study MBBS. Not because it was glamorous. Not because it was expected. But because it was hers.

When her father had said, “Tumhari zarurat yahan hai,” she had replied quietly, “Mujhe khud ki zarurat Delhi mein hai.”

He did not approve of her tone.

He approved even less of her leaving.

But she left.

In Delhi, she lived in a flat with Manasi — sunlight, cluttered study tables, midnight Maggi, and laughter that didn’t feel dangerous.

Still, trauma does not respect geography.

When a male professor shouted in the corridor one afternoon, her body reacted before her brain could. Her heart raced violently. Her fingers went cold. The sound blurred into another memory — broken glass, her mother’s breathless voice.

She locked herself in the washroom and slid down against the wall.

“I’m not there,” she whispered. “Main wahan nahi hoon.”

But the body remembers what the mind buries.

She hated that part of herself. The part that trembled. The part that still felt small.

By evening, she was functional again. Laughing lightly as Manasi exaggerated a professor’s accent.

That was the strange thing about Isha.

She could fracture internally and still appear composed externally.

That night, while they were sprawled across the living room floor with open textbooks, her phone rang.

Meera.

Isha’s expression softened instantly.

“Dii,” she answered.

On the other side, Meera’s voice sounded calm. Too calm.

“Ishu… busy ho?”

“For you? Never.”

There was a pause. Not awkward. Heavy.

“Papa ne bataya hoga shayad,” Meera began carefully.

“Bataya kya?” Isha asked, sitting up straighter.

“Meri shaadi fix ho gayi.”

The room seemed to shrink.

“With…?” Isha’s voice lowered.

“Rudransh Singh Rajvansh.”

The name settled between them.

Isha didn’t speak for two seconds.

“Did you say yes?” she finally asked.

Another pause.

“It’s a good family,” Meera replied.

“That wasn’t my question.”

On the other end, Meera exhaled softly. “Ishu… sab theek hoga.”

The sentence was familiar.

Too familiar.

Isha stood up and walked toward the balcony, needing air.

“Dii, do you want this?” she asked again, more firmly.

Meera’s voice softened. “Wanting is not always important.”

There it was.

The inheritance.

Isha closed her eyes.

“Don’t say that,” she whispered.

“Papa is happy. It’s politically strong. They are educated people. Rudransh seems decent.”

“Seems?” Isha pressed.

“I met him once.”

“And?”

“He didn’t raise his voice,” Meera said quietly.

The standard was so low it hurt.

Isha felt anger rising, not at Meera — never at Meera — but at the system that trained women to measure safety in volume control.

“Dii,” she said slowly, “if you’re not happy—”

“Ishu,” Meera interrupted gently, and for the first time there was emotion in her tone, “not everyone is like you.”

That landed deeper than intended.

“I’m not brave,” Isha replied.

“You are,” Meera said. “You left.”

Silence stretched between them, but this one wasn’t oppressive. It was sisterhood.

“I just don’t want you to disappear,” Isha said finally.

“I won’t,” Meera replied. “Aur agar kabhi mujhe lagega ki main khud ko kho rahi hoon… I’ll call you first.”

A fragile promise.

They stayed on the phone longer after that, talking about small things — jewellery trials, Delhi weather, exam stress — pretending normalcy.

Because sometimes pretending is how you survive transitions.

When the call ended, Isha stood on the balcony staring at the city lights.

Manasi came and stood beside her quietly.

“Kya hua?” she asked.

“Meera dii ki shaadi,” Isha replied.

“Are you okay?”

Isha thought about it.

“No,” she said honestly.

And that honesty — soft, unguarded — was rarer than her strength

Isha’s POV

I am afraid of one thing.

Not men.

Not marriage.

Repetition.

I am afraid that my sister will learn to lower her voice the way our mother did.

I am afraid that silence will swallow her slowly while everyone calls it adjustment.

I couldn’t protect Maa.

Maybe I couldn’t even protect Meera.

But this time, I will not stand outside a closed door doing nothing.

If history tries to repeat itself, I will break it.

Even if I have to break the house with it.

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